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==OCD and Fear of Dying==
'''Question:'''
I was exploring the fear of self-expression and social anxiety and I began projecting. I wanted to imagine what it would be like to express myself openly without worrying about what others thought, and at that moment I got this split second flash of being on top of a really tall building, right at the edge looking down, and the fear that that image created in me was the exact same fear I would feel in social situations.
If I hadn't 'registered' that split second image I would have probably associated that fear with the thought of self-expression, which would lead me to fear my own self-expression and suppress who I really am.
I'm also working mainly on my ocd right now, and it happened again, but this time it was an association of suffocation with not feeding in to my impulse. With ocd you have routines and repetitive behaviour and so when I don't do my routine or the particular behaviour I feel like I'm not going to get oxygen. Or if I'm doing the routine and I catch myself and stop myself, I find I become out of breath- like I need to do the thing in order to breathe.
So the fear of death is stopping me from expressing myself and ridding myself of ocd. But not even a logical fear of death, just an arbitrary image at the right moment to induce the feeling of impending doom.
'''Perspective:'''
Within having a look at ‘OCD’ – every single human being exist within and as such a ‘diss-order’ (how we’ve completely disarrayed the order of actual-living in/as the physical through and as the creation of/as the Mind Consciousness System); though within varying degrees and as various attributes and parts/components of and as personality-manifestations of/as the Mind Consciousness System.
Participation in thoughts, participations in habitual-behaviours, participations in reactions – all participation in and as that which self ‘give into’; ‘stem’-from the ‘energetic physical-mind manifested’-Need to in that moment ‘fulfil’ our ‘addiction’ of perpetuated living in, as and through the Mind, in as and through that which we’ve defined ourselves.
And, even within practical application – the addiction is prevalent as we walk-through our ‘obsessive compulsions’ of existing within, as and through an automated, pre-programmed system which has been ‘easier and safer’ because we don’t take responsibility, make the decisions – the Mind does.
Within the practical-application of stopping the Mind (and all experience this to varying extremes of intensity, as with yourself when stopping participation in and as the physical-mind energy of the “obsessive compulsion”) – you’re in the process of stopping the Mind, which has a consciousness of its own in relation to the extent that we’ve abdicated responsibility to/towards it, as it developed/programmed, through self - ‘patterns and channels’ of functioning through and as thoughts, voices and conversations within and as mediums of pictures, images, projections etc. (which is why your thinking is so / seems so automated as the ‘consciousness’ the mind has developed to continue its automated-functioning/existence).
So, with the Mind being a System in nature – obviously it’s going to have fail-safe’s, protection-mechanisms and defenses and FEAR is utilized to provide such functions. And, as you have noticed within yourself already – the particular-specific Fear that is utilized to ensure the Mind Consciousness Systems’ ‘power source’ that is you, the being ‘remains in-check / in-line / in alignment’ with and as its Platform-Manifestation to ensure its continued-existence/survival; is Fear of Death. So – as you’ve already seen within yourself, for yourself – it’ll utilize pictures, images and/or conversations as thought-manifestations to produce a ‘Warning-Symbol Resonance’ into and as your Conscious-Mind as giving you a Message: “If you don’t think/act as I instruct – you as I will ‘die’” – though, this ‘death’, understand is the ‘death of the Mind Consciousness system’ from the perspective of its own ‘fear of death’ through not receiving Energy from/of its Source as you the being through and as you constant, continual participation within and as it.
So, within process – you’re stopping participation in the Mind, every moment of every breath you apply yourself in stopping participation in thoughts, and reactions as energy that feed the continued existence of/as self as the Mind, so – slowly, but surely you stop feeding it it’s source as energy and you start assisting and supporting you to live here in and as the Physical.
Though, to the Mind it’s perceived as ‘death’, as its ‘end’ – which it is from a certain perspective, but also not entirely = as it’s not seeing the ‘greater picture’ of it. The Mind is the system-manifestation built of parts and constructs that constitute manifestation of/as ourselves that we’ve separated ourselves from, designed into and as a system and programmed as a consciousness due to accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility within and as the principle of and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical.
So, in terms of process – what you’re in fact walking is the process of standing equal-to and one with yourself, within yourself first – as the Mind, as all of you that you have accepted and allowed yourself to separate yourself from.
I’m sharing this with you, so that you’re able to understand and see the structural manifestation/design of what it is that you’re facing within yourself, that – it’s not ‘death’ per say that you’re facing when the fear comes when you do not accept/allow yourself to participate in that particular-specific “obsessive-compulsion” – it’s more your fear as the Mind of in that Moment ‘ending / not existing’ as you in that moment of not participating in/as the energy of/as the ‘obsessive compulsion’ and so not act in/as it = you in that moment don’t feed the Mind. And the ‘panic-attack’ one actually experience is the extent of the energy build-up / compound of/as the ‘fear of death’ failsafe / protection and defence-mechanism of/as the Mind Consciousness System to ensure one continue existing in, as and through it in relation to how we’ve programmed, designed and manifested ourselves within and as it.
And, all human-beings experience these/such Fear-manifested failsafe / protection and defence-mechanism of/as the Mind Consciousness System to ensure one continue existing in, as and through it – like, for example “having a conversation in one’s mind, talking oneself out of stopping a particular-specific application” or “accepting and allowing oneself to give-Into energy and justify why one returned to a particular-specific habit/addiction” = all such negations of/as one’s decision to stop, stand-up and change is done within, as and through fears which manifest in all sorts of ways such as “fears of losing friends” or “fears of other peoples thoughts” or “fears of losing relationships” – fears of loss = fears of death; fears of deaths/Ends/the endings of parts of self to which self has accepted and allowed self to define self through and as the Mind.
So, your process is in terms of practical application and facing the Mind as you, is exactly the same as everyone else; though of course in the aspect of your “obsessive compulsions” within, as and through your living-action through and as the Mind = a lot more extreme.
And so; your process in terms of your practical application will be experienced as being more ‘tough / difficult’ because the extent to which your ‘physical-mind behaviour’ is charged/lived-into the physical through and as energy; is more ‘extensive’.
Now – this is not ‘bad’, it’s simply facing the reality of the situation and your experience at the Moment in the physical through the Mind.
In reading you as your words as your approach in relation to transcending this point as you – you’ve got the basics of it from where to assist/support yourself to start – meaning, you’re taking the step of applying yourself and walking through it.
Though – take it slow, take it easy – do not unnecessary place you in experiences of compromises – you know to what point/moment you’re able to push yourself; so – take it one point at a time; maybe start with the ‘smaller’ parts of you as “obsessive compulsion” that you live through and as the Mind and start pushing yourself through them, meaning have a look at where you participate in “obsessive compulsion” within and as your world that is more ‘seemingly insignificant’ that the other manifestations and start from there, and so you progress yourself through all the manifested-extremes.
And – continue writing; through writing you’ll give yourself clarity and stability and already start the process of releasing yourself from the Energy that hold you within and as the Mind, so you’re able to ‘better’ prepare yourself within, as and through the facing of you in actual-reality.
(Sunette)


=2012=
=2012=

Revision as of 13:36, 28 June 2012

2007 - 2008

Health

The Sound Structure of the Word 'Health'

Here is the sound-structure of the word Health according to mind consciousness system programming: The choice of hell for humans. HEAL: Hell T: Choice H: Human)

Thus - to 'heal' yourself or to be 'healed' is a statement of: I am not well and thus to be well I must get well and to get well I must become more healthy - then you end up within one of consciousness's most intriguing traps of endless cycles: The 'health' (hell) trap.

Why hell? Because for 'health' to exist, illness, sickness, ailments and diseases must exist - another polarity equation balancing itself out within this world of mind consciousness systems which human beings experience.

As human beings 'focus' on health, 'becoming more healthy' / health-worthy, the rest of the world will balance this equation through the experience and manifestation of diseases, ailments, sickness and illnesses, etc.

Thus we can conclude that nothing of this world can be defined as being 'healthy' or 'not healthy.'


Health as Fear of Death

'Health' regime exist from one singular starting point: Fear of Death itself. People fear dying which is why through 'living' a 'healthy' life style, they prolong their life and apparently live healthy so that their walk to the inevitable death doesn't seem so frightening anymore. The desire to prolong life and to be 'healthier,' prolongs the suffering of others in this world 'balancing the equation of polarity' for those who want to live healthier to not get old so quickly and eventually die.


Viruses/ Diseases/ Sickness

Viruses and diseases are aware – in other words, they are assisting and supporting human beings within this process of becoming self aware to stand one and equal as life and take self responsibility for self.

Viruses and diseases are specific within their application and human beings who continue to exist in self dishonesty, self deceit, lies, jealousy, anger, comparison, greed etc. will accordingly experience a virus/disease for them to realise to stop and wake up and see/understand what they’re doing to themselves and others as this world, through continued participation in the mind to which they have defined themselves as 'who they are.' The mind must stop for this world to stop continuing as it is currently existing – for life as who we really are to step forth as all as one as equal.

The only way each one who currently exist with illness/sickness is practical application, through applying self forgiveness in self honesty in every moment, focus on breathing and not participating in the mind, which is the primary application.


Here is a video interview we’ve done which give perspective of how and why illnesses and diseases are assisting and supporting within each one’s process when/if necessary: Illnesses and Bacteria: How do they Support?


Pain

Once you exist as pain all the time --you are in the real process.

Only pain is able to remind us what is real and what we have become till this is done.


Pain and Self Forgiveness

Understand that within your Process of Self Forgiveness that inevitably you are going to enter the phase of pain.

The phase of pain is going to be with you for years to come, pain gives you confirmation that your Forgiveness that you are applying is in fact effective. The only way that you can know that you are actually effective is to have Physical Pain that seemingly has no cause. Within that process we will be supplying more information in how to deal with it – but the best to do is to continue with the Self Forgiveness until the pain stops and to support the body effectively physically.


Use of medicine to stop pain

Say your throat is sore, support the body with a chemical bridge like a medicine and so on which is a temporary bridge supporting the body chemically, to deal with the chemistry changes that’s taking place because you are changing your addiction through using Self Forgiveness and therefore, you have a sore throat.

Therefore do not deny the simplistic common sense that one must then support the body with the necessary chemicals, because the body is chemical in every way so that it can deal with the adjustments you are making within the way you are living by applying Self Forgiveness. The SRA Course obviously takes this to the extreme so that you become a Real Creator and Directive Principle.


Gastritis

Fear of not having the ability to understand which cause you to quickly jump to conclusions and opinions as assumptions within you, instead of 'giving self the moment' to understand, see/realise what is being said/read in a moment.


Mental Illnesses

The primary causes were either due to the Preprogramming as the Soul Construct, a possible failure in the integration of the Mind Consciousness System in the body or effects of compartmentalizing the mind through demon possession



Multiple Sclerosis

Multiple Sclerosis is the opposite to multiple personality disorder – though similar in nature – the one, Multiple Sclerosis (MS) is physical and the other MPD (multiple personality disorder) is mental. MPD manifests within the human beings’ mind which consist of multiple different deviations of one system, but only manifest as information/constructs within the mind where the mind itself will split into the variations of personalities, manifesting different personalities. MS manifests within and as the human physical body – which consists of multiple different deviations of one system. In other words, instead of your mind having multiple personalities, the Mind Consciousness System itself has multiple personalities which manifest within your human physical body – literally having multiple mind systems integrated within and as your human physical body, not only one as usual.

Within the document I will explain how MS manifests – as it originate from childhood – together with the self forgiveness required, so I will do it in such a way for human beings who have MS to assist and support themselves.

(NOTE: I will refer to Multiple Sclerosis as the abbreviation: MS and Mind Consciousness System(s) as MCS)

Multiple Sclerosis is the manifestation of two or more complete mind consciousness system manifestations within and as a human beings’ human physical body. Within the human beings’ human physical body exists a primary mind consciousness system manifestation, which would be the one mind within which the human being exist according to their personality/ who they are as the thoughts, feelings and emotions you participate within.

It is from the primary mind consciousness system manifestation from which more originate and manifest within and as the human beings’ human physical body, which manifest the consequence of and as MS, because the body is not designed to maintain two or more mind consciousness system manifestations and therefore, the entire structural foundation of the human physical body collapse because it cannot sustain the integration, and manifestation of two or more mind consciousness systems.

MS manifest in and during childhood, even while developing within and as the mother’s womb. The preparation for the development occurs within and as the mother’s womb, to manifest between the ages of 0 – 3 years of age.

Within and during the development of the human physical body within the mother’s womb, the MCS develop together with the human physical body. The MCS is sealed within a vacuum yet runs parallel to the development of the human physical body – to prepare its full and complete integration and manifestation within and as the human physical body at the moment of birth into this world. The foundation platform of the MCS is aligned with the skeleton – and develops parallel together with the human physical, not yet completely or entirely manifested within and as the human physical body. The being – once they incarnated at six weeks of development - would literally be ‘sucked in and amalgamate’ by and with the manifested form of the fetus automatically, and the being would become one and equal within and as the manifested form of the fetus within the mother’s womb, together with the platform foundation design of the MCS which consisted of censors.It would thus be able to specifically develop and align itself with the manifestation formation design of the human physical body as it develops to accordingly completely and entirely integrate at the moment of birth. Then at the moment of birth, the MCS quantum integrate, manifest and infuse itself within and as the human physical body and so also you as the being within and as the human physical body, literally ‘taking control’ of all of you.

The censors upon and within the foundation platform design of the MCS are thousands. They are literal tentacles which come from within and as the foundation platform design of the MCS with censors attached to the tips. These censors scan the manifestation of the human physical body throughout the entire process of development. What occurs with the scanning is that the entire human physical body is copied or duplicated, and all that is scanned by and through the censors is recorded and this the MCS design itself as an exact duplicated or copied manifestation in system form as the human physical body, so that it can manifest within and as the human physical body together with the being to take control of the being infused and amalgamated within and as the human physical body, separating the being from the human physical body.

The censors are designed or programmed to not manifest within and as the human physical body until the moment of birth, because only then will the MCS design be complete to integrate sufficiently. Also at the moment of birth the baby would be birthed into a interdimensional gridline structure which 'stops' space-time continuum for a quantum moment. Herein within the interdimensional gridline structure at the moment of birth, the censors are deactivated and then the MCS integrates and manifests completely to take over the being within and as the human physical body. Therefore the being is not one and equal as the human physical body, but become the very manifestation of the MCS.

With regards to beings with MS, the tentacle censors become dysfunctional and instead of the MCS platform design remaining parallel to the human physical body, it manifests within and as the human physical body = which is not supposed to occur. The dysfunctionality of the censors occurred during the preparation of your specific MCS design according to ‘how your life will be and who you will become in this world'.

See, the very platform foundation of the MCS consisted of your pre-programmed / ‘pre-ordained’ life design, which was literally ‘threaded together’ to ‘lock into’ the Unified Consciousness Field as this world to accordingly experience your pre-programmed / pre-ordained life ‘as you’ – but which is actually a system design and not who you really are. And within the dimensions they had ‘specialists’, beings who were specifically in charge of designing, placing together, threading each dimensional beings ‘pre-ordained’ / ‘pre-programmed’ life design within and as a MCS which they would live out and experience in this world within and as the unified field. Even one mistake, miss-connection or even refraction that is not in place within the design could manipulate the entire manifestation of the MCS to not function effectively, thus the consequence of the censors becoming dysfunctional.

What occurs when the censors become dysfunctional and the foundation platform design of the MCS manifest within and as the fetus, amalgamating with the fetus and yourself is the following: Because the censors are not functioning, the MCS platform design ‘designs itself’ through integrating immediately within and as the fetus, and then literally develop within and as the fetus to the entire manifestation of the human physical body together with you in it. The foundation platform design of the MCS then undergoes an internalized scanning and recording and develop, mould and align itself within and as the development and manifestation of the human physical body, which was only supposed to occur within and during the moment of birth.

The problem occurs when the skeleton begin to develop. Herein the ‘foundation platform design’ of the MCS sectionalizes itself into the different parts of the skeletal alignment of human physical body – the fingers, the hands, the arms, the neck, the spine, the skull, the ribs, the legs, the feet and the toes etc. because the censors are no more there to scan/screen the development and manifestation of the human physical body.

When the MCS duplicate and sectionalize itself, it manifests as multiple MCS’s within and as your human physical body at each and every single placement/section of the skeleton formation as the fingers, arms, spine, ribs, legs, knees etc. which will then - within your life experience - manifest Multiple Sclerosis due to the Multiple MCS integrations and manifestations within and as your human physical body, integrated, infused and manifested right into the core of the skeletal structure of your human physical body.

You still only have one conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind which is operational. You exist within and as one MCS within and as the Skull-section. The rest of the MCS’s conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind’s are not ‘operational’ (therefore you do not have Multiple Personality Disorder) but they are ‘active’ – because as you came of age in this world and you designed your mind according to ‘who you will be’ as your personality/behaviour/mannerism etc. the information obtained through the primary MCS within and as which ‘you function’ would duplicate/copy the information into all the other MCS manifestations within and as your human physical body.

And it is through thinking, participating in thoughts / emotions / feelings / memories / reactions that the MCS’s integration within and as your human physical body intensify and become ‘worse’ by your very definition of you as a mind.

The reason it is suggested to not continue within the construct of spirituality/meditation is because both constructs within this world are designs of the unified field to have human beings remain enslaved to and in and as their own minds. By your very participation in spirituality/ meditation – you’re actually supporting the configuration/design of your own mind from within the unconscious mind generating and charging and powering the very existence thereof within and as you, instead of you supporting you as who you really are.

Assist and support you in no more accepting/allowing you to participate in thoughts, through applying Self Corrective Application in every moment by applying Self Forgiveness and be self aware here as breath in every moment as you participate during/throughout your day. Observe yourself, write yourself to freedom and within this, you will find much self forgiveness ‘points’ with which you’re able to assist and support you.

(Jack)


Pains in chest area

Question:

The person who I am in an agreement with is experiencing extensive pains in her chest area, mostly related to her heart like heart contraction as if someone is squeezing her heart. I am not able to do anything else then reflexology/massage to support her. The chest area i think is specifically related to her family construct, she has been writing loads forgiveness in terms of her father. She has been shaking for a couple of hours now. I am writing this cause it is urgent and she is not able to wright. I have applied reflexology on her feet and I am continuing with her hands. If this does not slow down in 2 hours we will seek medical attention, right now doe it seems to be cooling down throe reflexology. And right now we are watching Sunette's series of how pain supports enlightenment. Please any insight and perspective regarding this will help.

Perspective:

As much as the Mind influence the Physical, when one face manifested-consequence - wherein, it's in essence too late to want to change, and now attempt to change immediately and with that change the physical: You've got to walk-through the manifested-consequence.

So - when the condition gets as extensive as you described above = GO SEE A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL. Don't take chances - cause, pain and physical-conditions to such an extent obviously indicate a point that requires attention from the mechanics of the physical that is doctors at the Moment.

You cannot want to change a point, that has gone as far as affecting the physical to such a extent - immediately in a moment, Process takes time with changing self moment by moment and breath by breath as one walk-through and take care of and direct the physical manifested consequences self has already created.

So, please people - really, in emergency situations to such a extent = consult a practitioner/doctor; and take care of yourself and your physical; what you experience now in the physical has already been created through TIME, a long TIME and will only be resolved with walking in TIME and correcting self in TIME, but not as Mind-cycles but BREATH as self as each breath.

So, if you now see it's the heart and chest and you see the family point and specific person, you'll take on the Point but also GO ASSIST AND SUPPORT THE PHYSICAL WITH THE NECESSARY PROFESSIONALS that has studied the physical that can assist/support self in assisting and supporting the physical, and you assist and support yourself within the Physical through walking Process as applying/living the tools.

Pain as "Pain-indicators" is cool - wherein one experience slight pains now and then or sometimes even constant pains until one look at the point and direct it, and/or utilize physical support/assistance while one look at it. Use common sense guys - look after the physical, and yourself.

(Sunette)


Assistance with throat burning

Original Article: Veno Structural Resonance – 5.) THROAT point

Your throat point contains your vocal cords or as I would prefer to refer to it as: Your Voice Box.

The sounds, in which you communicate and voice your words with, have also unfortunately been influenced by the systematic design of the consciousness systems within you. Meaning that words and the sounds in which you communicate them have been separated within yourself – words and sounds are not one as they are currently spoken within humanity yet it may seem so because you're probably asking: Then how's it possible that I communicate with words in sound as sound? Here, allow me to explain:

The words and sounds in which you communicate have been separated from yourself, within yourself, in totality. Meaning that when you communicate, all the words together with the sounds they are expressed within are actually done in support of consciousness systems within you and within the world and not spoken and voiced (words and sounds) as an unconditional expressive statement of who you really are.

How was this done?

In your Voice Box, situated in your throat region, is another system which is part of and one with the entire mind consciousness system within you. This Voice Box system have been designed with consciousness sound frequencies, mathematical equations and symbols – developed and designed by none other than Marduk – which also assist with the development of the entire mind consciousness system within you. Assisting in developing the definition and design of ‘who you are' and ‘who you will become' within the system as a mind consciousness system. Therefore words have been connected to consciousness sound frequency symbols as well as mathematical equations to support and assist the development and manifestation of the mind consciousness system within you as who and what you will become as you come of age in this world and experience your pre-programmed life experience. All the words you continuously speak, the specific sound frequency of each word, the emotional and feeling connotations to each word, the accepted picture or definition connected to each word, the specific symbol allocated to each word, the mathematical equation of which each word consist of: All this that each and every single word consist of and is designed as is manifested within each and every single human beings' Voice Box within the THROAT point and is connected to and one with your entire mind consciousness system within you. And this includes the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind. Therefore when you speak any and all words, you actually support the compounding manifestation and existence of consciousness systems within yourself and within this world as the rest of humanity.

Have a look at the consequential effect of the existence of words and sounds as per consciousness systems designs: Whether you think a word or voice a word – it's the same thing because the word exist within you as per consciousness systems designs which I have described above.

Let's take the word ‘rape' for instance: If you but even communicate in conversation the topic regarding the word ‘rape' or even think about it and look at it in your mind through the act of thinking: You are actually manifesting the word in this world. Why? Because all words have been programmed in the image and likeness of that within which you experience yourself as in this world: The White Light gridline structure. In other words if you communicate or even think about the word rape as the word exist within you as consciousness systems designs as the sound frequency of the word ‘rape', the emotional and feeling connotation to the word ‘rape', the accepted picture or definition connected to the word ‘rape', the specific symbol allocated to the word ‘rape' and the mathematical equation of the word ‘rape' – you manifest all that this word ‘rape' stand as within your self as consciousness systems designs and world definition acceptance – as an actual experience. Whether by yourself or by anyone else in this world: You support the existence and manifested experience of rape in this world. And this goes for all words humanity, each and every single word because words and the sounds you communicate and voice them with, have been programmed and designed to support consciousness systems.

Why do you think there exist news broadcasting centers, to be displayed on television, newspapers regarding the status and situation of the world: It is reflecting what all of humanity as one is designing and manifesting through the words you speak and the thoughts you think. Also, of course, to further have you speak and think as communication of all that is broadcasted in the media as the news so that you are able to continue supporting consciousness systems within yourself and in this world which become manifested experiences within which you are controlled and directed and enslaved. Never to know that you, each and every single individual human being, is actually responsible for the manifested experiences of all human beings on earth through the words you speak and the thoughts you think as communication which is of consciousness systems.

(NOTE: I am not saying to become a mute, or never watch television or never to read. I will be sharing with you practical examples, solutions, of how to support yourself and the rest of humanity as one together to discontinue the manifested experiences allowed and accepted today through the words you speak and the thoughts you think. For now you are able to STOP your thoughts.)

PART TWO (Phase two) will continue where I will cover the rest of the body points – exactly as I have already explained some of the points above.

(Veno)


OCD and Fear of Dying

Question:

I was exploring the fear of self-expression and social anxiety and I began projecting. I wanted to imagine what it would be like to express myself openly without worrying about what others thought, and at that moment I got this split second flash of being on top of a really tall building, right at the edge looking down, and the fear that that image created in me was the exact same fear I would feel in social situations. If I hadn't 'registered' that split second image I would have probably associated that fear with the thought of self-expression, which would lead me to fear my own self-expression and suppress who I really am. I'm also working mainly on my ocd right now, and it happened again, but this time it was an association of suffocation with not feeding in to my impulse. With ocd you have routines and repetitive behaviour and so when I don't do my routine or the particular behaviour I feel like I'm not going to get oxygen. Or if I'm doing the routine and I catch myself and stop myself, I find I become out of breath- like I need to do the thing in order to breathe. So the fear of death is stopping me from expressing myself and ridding myself of ocd. But not even a logical fear of death, just an arbitrary image at the right moment to induce the feeling of impending doom.

Perspective:

Within having a look at ‘OCD’ – every single human being exist within and as such a ‘diss-order’ (how we’ve completely disarrayed the order of actual-living in/as the physical through and as the creation of/as the Mind Consciousness System); though within varying degrees and as various attributes and parts/components of and as personality-manifestations of/as the Mind Consciousness System. Participation in thoughts, participations in habitual-behaviours, participations in reactions – all participation in and as that which self ‘give into’; ‘stem’-from the ‘energetic physical-mind manifested’-Need to in that moment ‘fulfil’ our ‘addiction’ of perpetuated living in, as and through the Mind, in as and through that which we’ve defined ourselves. And, even within practical application – the addiction is prevalent as we walk-through our ‘obsessive compulsions’ of existing within, as and through an automated, pre-programmed system which has been ‘easier and safer’ because we don’t take responsibility, make the decisions – the Mind does.

Within the practical-application of stopping the Mind (and all experience this to varying extremes of intensity, as with yourself when stopping participation in and as the physical-mind energy of the “obsessive compulsion”) – you’re in the process of stopping the Mind, which has a consciousness of its own in relation to the extent that we’ve abdicated responsibility to/towards it, as it developed/programmed, through self - ‘patterns and channels’ of functioning through and as thoughts, voices and conversations within and as mediums of pictures, images, projections etc. (which is why your thinking is so / seems so automated as the ‘consciousness’ the mind has developed to continue its automated-functioning/existence). So, with the Mind being a System in nature – obviously it’s going to have fail-safe’s, protection-mechanisms and defenses and FEAR is utilized to provide such functions. And, as you have noticed within yourself already – the particular-specific Fear that is utilized to ensure the Mind Consciousness Systems’ ‘power source’ that is you, the being ‘remains in-check / in-line / in alignment’ with and as its Platform-Manifestation to ensure its continued-existence/survival; is Fear of Death. So – as you’ve already seen within yourself, for yourself – it’ll utilize pictures, images and/or conversations as thought-manifestations to produce a ‘Warning-Symbol Resonance’ into and as your Conscious-Mind as giving you a Message: “If you don’t think/act as I instruct – you as I will ‘die’” – though, this ‘death’, understand is the ‘death of the Mind Consciousness system’ from the perspective of its own ‘fear of death’ through not receiving Energy from/of its Source as you the being through and as you constant, continual participation within and as it.

So, within process – you’re stopping participation in the Mind, every moment of every breath you apply yourself in stopping participation in thoughts, and reactions as energy that feed the continued existence of/as self as the Mind, so – slowly, but surely you stop feeding it it’s source as energy and you start assisting and supporting you to live here in and as the Physical. Though, to the Mind it’s perceived as ‘death’, as its ‘end’ – which it is from a certain perspective, but also not entirely = as it’s not seeing the ‘greater picture’ of it. The Mind is the system-manifestation built of parts and constructs that constitute manifestation of/as ourselves that we’ve separated ourselves from, designed into and as a system and programmed as a consciousness due to accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility within and as the principle of and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical. So, in terms of process – what you’re in fact walking is the process of standing equal-to and one with yourself, within yourself first – as the Mind, as all of you that you have accepted and allowed yourself to separate yourself from.

I’m sharing this with you, so that you’re able to understand and see the structural manifestation/design of what it is that you’re facing within yourself, that – it’s not ‘death’ per say that you’re facing when the fear comes when you do not accept/allow yourself to participate in that particular-specific “obsessive-compulsion” – it’s more your fear as the Mind of in that Moment ‘ending / not existing’ as you in that moment of not participating in/as the energy of/as the ‘obsessive compulsion’ and so not act in/as it = you in that moment don’t feed the Mind. And the ‘panic-attack’ one actually experience is the extent of the energy build-up / compound of/as the ‘fear of death’ failsafe / protection and defence-mechanism of/as the Mind Consciousness System to ensure one continue existing in, as and through it in relation to how we’ve programmed, designed and manifested ourselves within and as it.

And, all human-beings experience these/such Fear-manifested failsafe / protection and defence-mechanism of/as the Mind Consciousness System to ensure one continue existing in, as and through it – like, for example “having a conversation in one’s mind, talking oneself out of stopping a particular-specific application” or “accepting and allowing oneself to give-Into energy and justify why one returned to a particular-specific habit/addiction” = all such negations of/as one’s decision to stop, stand-up and change is done within, as and through fears which manifest in all sorts of ways such as “fears of losing friends” or “fears of other peoples thoughts” or “fears of losing relationships” – fears of loss = fears of death; fears of deaths/Ends/the endings of parts of self to which self has accepted and allowed self to define self through and as the Mind. So, your process is in terms of practical application and facing the Mind as you, is exactly the same as everyone else; though of course in the aspect of your “obsessive compulsions” within, as and through your living-action through and as the Mind = a lot more extreme. And so; your process in terms of your practical application will be experienced as being more ‘tough / difficult’ because the extent to which your ‘physical-mind behaviour’ is charged/lived-into the physical through and as energy; is more ‘extensive’. Now – this is not ‘bad’, it’s simply facing the reality of the situation and your experience at the Moment in the physical through the Mind.

In reading you as your words as your approach in relation to transcending this point as you – you’ve got the basics of it from where to assist/support yourself to start – meaning, you’re taking the step of applying yourself and walking through it. Though – take it slow, take it easy – do not unnecessary place you in experiences of compromises – you know to what point/moment you’re able to push yourself; so – take it one point at a time; maybe start with the ‘smaller’ parts of you as “obsessive compulsion” that you live through and as the Mind and start pushing yourself through them, meaning have a look at where you participate in “obsessive compulsion” within and as your world that is more ‘seemingly insignificant’ that the other manifestations and start from there, and so you progress yourself through all the manifested-extremes.

And – continue writing; through writing you’ll give yourself clarity and stability and already start the process of releasing yourself from the Energy that hold you within and as the Mind, so you’re able to ‘better’ prepare yourself within, as and through the facing of you in actual-reality.

(Sunette)



2012

Mental Illness

Question and Perspective

Mental illness can be cured by self programing, I mean if we try to concentrate in ourself rather than on the illness, the illness can be cured.


Understand, the Mind is integrated and merged with the human physical body. So - in terms of walking through one's Mind in the process of self-change - it's not simply just a matter of changing one's self-programming in the Mind, it's also to in fact physically change one's relationship with the Mind and the Physical. So, in walking process - one is essentially transforming one's beingness that has become the Mind in the Physical, to standing as Self in the Physical. And this is not something that can be done in an instant due to the extent and complexity of the integration of the Mind in the Physical. Every thought, backchat pattern, reaction of emotion/feeling, personality systems, habit constructs, conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind detail - there are extensive networks/unified fields of relationships manifested as actual threads that is threaded into the human physical body in various ways/methods/connections. Only through the process of writing and self forgiveness - through walking ONE POINT as ONE THREAD of the Mind at a time, can one release the relationships of the threads/manifestations of the Mind into the Physical. And only releasing them - doesn't mean it just goes away, because it can reconstitute itself within/from the Unconscious-Mind where everything of one's entire Mind is stored. Therefore - you have to physically walk the self-change/practical application once one has done the writing and self forgiveness - which is the practical purpose of the self corrective statements/commitment statements one do once one had walked writing and self-forgiveness. So that from the self corrective/commitment statements - one can in fact practically, physically walk the change in one's behaviour/interaction to ensure that what one has walked in one's writing/self forgiveness does not return/reconstitute itself.


So, with Mental Illness - the extent of the Mind's integration into the Physical, and because the Mind is no more as structured/specific due to misalignment's in the entire Mind, it's not just as simple as changing/transforming the program due to the severity of the consequence of the mind in the physical, and how the mind even changed/transformed the very physical-fabric/alignments. So - to walk out of Mental Illness - one will even have to reconstitute the entire physical-fabric design of the human physical body and for this, you have to stand/be equal-to and one-with the physical absolutely. This only pertains to the most severe cases of mental illness. There are beings that have faced mental illness that can walk the process of writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application to re-align themselves with/as the Mind and stand up where the mental illness is not yet as extensively developed/manifested - and there has been individuals that has already walked this process through aligning themselves with writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application, but this is does not pertain to all cases, it depends much on the individual.

So, the process is extensive and not just as simple as changing self-programming only - if it were that simple: humanity would have been changed already.